I'm sorry I didn't post / comment for a whiiile but I've been too busy & sick. I'll tell you later so I put a lilttle list here in ordre not to forget anything :

- been sick
- argued with my bf but make up right after
- exams
- Fukuoka next year
- idl Haruki Murakami
- LM.C concert
- Paris next holidays
- bla bla 'bout my life.

Take care dears, I don't forget you =)

I wrote it ages ago, thinking about someone else. But I think I feel the same for Him. In worst. I mean, I'm really in love right know. I think. So I changed some parts. And idk why but sometimes, it just hurts.

Sorry for being emow, sometimes.

( All we need is body language. )

Weird evening, yesterday. Weird day. Grey. Like my mood.

Today I had a spanish exam but their is a huge storm outside so our school said "Okay, stay at home that's too dangerous" and thus I woke up at 7:30 for nothing è__é But I got to come back to my bed which was still warm ^O^/ Anyway, they also said they'll report it but next saturday I'm gonna see LM.C so it's a no~no ><'

Also, I saw our ex Prime Minister on Thursday and awmagad, he was sooo good at speaking o_o' I'm planning to be as funny&intelligent when I'm politician =D Have to watch a lot of debate and all to speak like them x)

I have a looot of things to tell you about but 'nyway. I can't remember of anything right now so I'm gonna do this meme and after, I'm gonna read my book for monday =)

( meme )

And thus, after one hour on my computer, I'm gonna go back the the Vth Republique ^o^/

Bye bye ~

Koizora is absolutely awful. Can't stop crying U_U'

Don't have time at all. I just pass quickly to wish you a HAPPY B.DAY MOKIKO ^O^/

Thank you for always posting interesting posts, I'm always happy to hear about you.
& also for always answering mine, thx ♥♥

Aaah, btw, if I don't have neither Kyoto or Kyushu, I decided I'm going to Vaasa =D

Finally, I'm in a pretty bad mood today but I hope that's because you receveived all the good waves of all the world =]

Okay. I didn't post. I'm very sorry. But here is a lil' meme so plz forgive me. Yeah ? =]

( Cross posted to FaceBook )

I just finished skins, the 2nd season. Awmagad. This serie is the best ever, I swear. Need to watch The L World & Gossip Girl now. And finished Ryusei no Kizuna if someone knows where I can find eng or french subs after the 7th episode. Ah, Innocent Love & Koizora are also waiting for me. Love Shuffle too, mebbe. Aaaaah I'm sinking @____@
But I reduce a bit my Johnnys' list, at least. In fact, since I'm in Sciences Po I didn't take time to watch all of my stuffs so it grew bigger & bigger and now I have like tons of videos waiting to be watched U_U'

My exams are over. It was only 3x 1h30 and it was okay. I'll be able to reach at least 10 everywhere. I think .____. But the week was very light so I was able to take time for me & only for me [and my bf XD]

Btw, with my bf, everything is okay =] Exept when he talks about me leaving for a year going to Kyoto. Saying things like "It's gonna be horrible when I'm gonna see you taking your plane"... ><' But it proves he cares 'bout me. I hope ~

Aaaaah, dunnow 'bout you but it's the bargain sales here. I already bought like 2 tops, a sweater, 1 trousers, sunglasses (3 !) & all. But I'm going once again tomorrow, with Louise. And again 3 times after : with Guillaume to improve my trendy sens, with my bf for the lingerie and with mum ^O^/
Gonna post pictures later, if you want.

I JUST REALISED THAT I DIDN'T WATCH QoP CONCERT YET o____o' CAN U BELIEVE THIS ?

Dunnow what to talk about & I have a lot to do [like watching this fuckin concert =D]
So take care dearies =]

[J-22 before LM.C concert : yeaaaay \o/]

Sorry for my bad english, a bit tired =3 *slept only 3h this night*

&now... HAPPY NEW YEAR DEARIES :D

I'm sorry I didn't post for a while. But I was to my bf's & I have exams so I'm losing my time on FaceBook studying. A bit. Yep.

I have History Monday & "Law" *to lazy to explain* Tuesday & after I'll be free. So I'll post. Mebbe.

A little meme to think over this year. Stolen to mokiko

( 2008 was... )

Aaaah, I have to tell you. Yesterday, midnight, Yaone kissed me wildely and we fell of the sofa and her teeth went on my nose and I have a biting wound on the nose and it huuuurts >_<' What a great first memory of 2009 XDD But it was funny anyway =)

Going back to my studies !!

HNY again =) & Take care ♥

First of all, I wanna thx alta13 & splited for the birthday messages ♥♥ I'm very happy. Sankyu girls ^O^

Then, I know, I didn't post for a while. But gosh, don't have a single moment for me right now. Or for my geek side, at least x] I even didn't watch a single Johnny's stuff for 2 weeks !! o___o'

I'm in holidays since Friday. But I have huge exams from the 5th to the 10th of January so I have to work. I should. But Caro arrived that very day &we spent the ngiht together ^O^/ And well, I turned 18 Saturday so I had a little party with my dearies at home. It was sooo nice. Karine offered me a Velociraptor (a dinosaur) whose name is Gilbert, now. I always dreamt about having a Velociraptor >__<' They're so cute even if Gilbert looks stupid ♥

( Gilbert's Pic )

Isn't he lovely ? ♥♥
You can see more of them on my FaceBook x)

Then, Sunday my family came [Caro & Viv/SQUALL stayed at home until today so they were here too ^O^] but it was a bit messy >_<' And yesterday, my godmom&godad came and it was niiice ^O^/
We also watch Underworld I&II [didn't see it for ages] & [rec] which is an horror film very scary =/ I was hiding behind my hood XD

BUT, the most important is that I have my tatoo ♥♥♥♥ Look :

"We'll Wish This Never Ends" for I Miss You by Blink182. My best friend has exactly the same =) It even didn't hurt. I just have to take care of it until saturday and it's done ^O^/ I know it's a whim but I'm so proud&happy =D

Aaaah, did I tell you I got a bf ? Don't think so. Our meeting was a bit... random. But it feels so good having someone to hug&sleep with ♥

( meme )

...I was a jedi. Now, my 18th bday is approching & I feel old x)

18 here means you're legal. Legal means you can vote, you can leave home, you can go to a sex shop, you can travel freely... But it's okay if it's you. For me, no thx, I don't want it. I have everything I want right now. Why should I get older ?
Rimbaud said : "On n'est pas sérieux quand on a 17 ans." & I don't wanna be serious. I'm a child forever. Mebbe KuRt said ピタ　パン　が　死んだ　& they might be right. But who cares ? I'm gonna be 17 ans that's all.



Btw, sending your cards this afternoon. ♥♥

I'm so fuckin' lucky.

Awesome parents, great big bro, lovely family, nice life. Tall, mebbe too much but idc. Not ugly, not fat, not sick. Not poor neither, mebbe a bit rich but not at the point I'd become a spoilt child. Well educated, good memory, good marks easily. One of the best french school, 2nd year on Kyoto and job at the end. Dear friends, beautiful ex. Exciting life, parties almost every night, good memories... fucking good memories. I could have traveled a bit more but it's okay, I only depends of me now. I could have been less marginal but I wouldn't have been so popular. I could be sad for not being able to find someone to love but... I could have studied more than I did but I enjoy the reste even more.
Everything I could have done can't or shouldn't be done.

My life is über the way She is. Not perfect, but "Life is Hard..." And I'm so indebted to so much people.

Just to say thank you and remember to always see the good side of life. You live just once, you can't waste time feeling down. Enjoy every single moment.

Live.

Btw :
【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】
& mine : http://feudal.livejournal.com/563941.html?thread=26954213#t26954213
(yeah, I forgot this htlm code again XD)

(Héhé, it's true. But wtf with this awful green band on the middle ? ><)

I have been tagged by alta13 so here you are :

( meeeeme )

Gonna work now. My life is too full lately, between work/friends/parties & shopping. And even if a certain person has been bad with me yesterday (and I annoyed a lot of ppl because of that so I'm sorry) I adore my life more than ever =) Sorry for not posting or commenting regulary >< But I catch up the sundays =)
But today I must work, yes yes =/

Ah and I have to admit that I didn't find pretty Christmas cards so I'm sorry but mebbe it'll be a bit late >< But I'll definitively send it, yep !!

I love December. My fav month by far : cold, rainy, sometimes snowy, my bday, Christmas, my family, my friends, holidays, new year & chocolate ^o^/

Hi dearies !! Everybody is okay ? I'm very sorry, I don't have a single minut for me right now. So don't worry I'm not dead, but I won't answer loooong post before a while, k ? >< Sorryyy~ m(__)m

I'm crawling under my exams every saturday, my normal homework, my too plentiful parties, my friends, Japanese & all. I mean, I've never be this busy before o___o' Awesome but SO tiring x___x I only slept 1h this night and I'm gonna have a bday party tonight too. And Saturday. And a Christmas party tuesday... But I have to write my essay and work my politic and my Polish lesson. Someone, plz, help me ?
Ah, and I'm falling in love haha \o/ But idt I'm his kind of girl =/ I'm too... "weird" ? Gosh, when he told me "It's weird", my heart went </3>DON'T FORGET THE CHRISTMAS CARDS.</b> I'm buying them this afternoon, when I go to town ^o^/ I'll try to send them AT WORST, next monday. Sorry if you get them a bit late but I couldn't get enough time to chose them é___è

Awmagad. I'm gonna kill someone.

First of all... What does that bitch thing acting like she is superior to me ? When you know she has no life but the school, I just can't bear it. I hate being look down by someone like her. Excuse me but I enjoy my life more than you did and, in the end, my work is always done. You just keep working and working for nothing. Man, you're only 19 okay ? So just watch yourself before criticizing the others. Everybody hates you so just don't mess with me, I can be a real bitch.

As you could understand, I'm very tired and very edgy. I fell asleep in English but I don't give a shit. Moreover, a classmate just came and unpluged my earphone x) I was listening to Crystal+Nihil in order to calm down but I simply hate when someone doesn't ask and cut your bubble like that. And since I'm in the library, everybody hear "TANT PIS SI..." before I cut the sound...

Btw, you should all listen to CLOSER =3 They're so good >< Just ask if you wanna their MySpace ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶ *back to her fan mood again*

Gosh, sorry for being rude and lame in english =3
Next entry will be better, I promise ^^'

There is so much things on the fridge that idk what I should eat. So I decided not to eat.

Did you know that depressing music, grey weather and bittersweet memories are very bad for your mood ? I did know but 'nwyay...

I stole this meme from mokiko
( MeMe )

Billiards of things to do and I feel like doing nothing. Gonna kill myself and I come back =P And I want snow like, right now >_<' Take care dearies =3

I went to my grandparents' this week end and in the train I was feeling so down. Because there are very precious to me, we're very close but Grandpa is sick and Gran is depressed. It's okay, I'm an optimistic person it won't last but god, I had one of this crises where you feel like crying but you don't want to. And once home, I finally cracked down when dad shouted on me. So I went into the bathroom, locked it and cried very loud and then I already felt better. But now my head and my stomach hurt because my body can't stand tears. Srsly.
Anyway, I juuust received NEWS's Colors and I'm currently listening to it so I feel more better.
I think it will be a wonderful album. Looking forward for the third song. Haha, yes, I'm only on the second one XD Gonna clean up a bit since Karine is coming. While listening to happy NEWS \o/

It's been a while since I spoke about Johnnys'. Even if I'm very very busy between my essays, my oral stuff, my books to read, my parties, my friends an all, they still rule my life. I mean, there isn't a single day without a song or a video.

( Ikke ikke go go, ikke go go !! )

So, yeah, KAT-TUN & NEWS still rock my life. But don't worry, I also fell in love with Musekinin Hero and Beautiful Day. Perfect contraries but so good, both of them ^O^/

Did I tell you that my big bro will go to Japan ? From February until June. In Tokyo, yes.
First I felt really jealous but now I just don't care. 'Cause this way, I'm gonna go to Tokyo one month (or 2 weeks if I fail to my exam) and just Tokyo. If next year I'm going to Kyoto, I'll try to visit Osaka too. Because I'll be there for a whole year so I'll have plenty of time =)
But, damn, this boy (my brother) is going to London for Christmas too !! I wanted to go there so bad é_è I decided no to go in order to go to Tokyo later. But how can he do both ? >_<' I'm jealous. Anyway, I'll go to London after coming back from Kyoto, in 2 years =D I wanna see Christmas illuminations there, must be so pretty.
Just a matter of time.

This week end, I'm gonna to my grandparents'. I haven't seen them for a while, I'm glad =) Moreover, I won't have internet or whatever you want, so I'll be able to concentrate on my homeworks... maybe XD I wanna take advance on all the stuffs I have to do. Wish me good luck ^O^/

I'm gonna sleep now. Don't forget to watch skins and to make your wishlist (look over there : http://kyriea.livejournal.com/17684.html#cutid1 ) (sorry I forget again the html code to make a link).
I'm gonna do my "real" wishlist soon. Like the books I want and all for my family x) I won't have time to read them but anyway...

Take care, as usual ♥♥

PS : sorry for my aaaaaaaawful english, I'm just too tired =)

Omagad. We (Elise and I) just finished skins and it's like... wow o__o' The end sucks !! We need the 2nd season RIGHT NOW è__é This serie is one of the best ever. Srsly.

And Maxxie is just love.

fuck, I'm addicted when I need to work.

MORE THAN 3 QUARTERS NOW THAT BARRACK OBAMA IS THE 44th PRESIDENT OF THE USA !!

Time to go to sleep now. 'Cause it's 05:45am here and we waited aaaaall night long (with friends, music and alcohol) to know the result =D I'm fuckin' dead... and fuckin happy ^____^